Sci-Fi: The Depth Between Stars
Ashra had crossed the void more times than most of his kind kept count. An experienced traveler among the far‑ranging ones, he knew the currents of deep space the way others knew the paths of their own world. Yet even he could not always explain how the transitions worked. One moment he lay in the quiet of an ordinary apartment, the weight of a human‑shaped life settling around him like borrowed clothes. The next, the bed was gone.
He stood in the black. Not the soft dark of a room at night, but the true depth—cold, endless, and alive with a low vibration that passed through every part of him. A humming that was not sound so much as presence. It moved through bone and thought alike. It was not frightening. It felt like belonging. He was one with it.
Behind him, at what his senses marked as the three‑thirty position, the cigar‑shaped craft hung open. He had just stepped from its light into the greater dark. The vessel’s surface looked cold, metallic, and seamless, still thrumming with the same deep note that filled his body. He remembered coming out of it—not walking so much as emerging, the way one surfaces from deep water.
Two beings were with him. He did not see them with ordinary eyes. There was no shape, no face, no outline the human part of his mind could name. Yet he knew they were there with absolute certainty. They conversed without words, and he understood them the same way. Their presence pressed gently against his awareness, familiar and vast.
Ahead and slightly to his north‑right, at roughly the eleven o’clock position—ten minutes to twelve—another craft waited. This one was different. Star‑shaped. Its form cut the blackness with sharp, radiating points, luminous in a way that felt both inviting and wrong. Something about its geometry unsettled him.
One of the beings turned its attention toward him. Explore it. You wanted to go in.
Ashra felt the pull. Part of him—the part that had always sought the next threshold—leaned toward the star‑shaped vessel. But another part, older and more careful, recoiled.
“No,” he said, the word forming in the silence between them. “I’m not going in. Not this time.”
Fear moved through him, sharp and clear. Even here, even knowing what he was, the craft looked dangerous. There was something about certain vessels that still reached past experience and touched the place where caution lived. He had had enough of exploration for one passage.
The beings reacted with something like quiet amazement. Their presence shifted, puzzled. You are familiar with it. You have been inside before.
The implication settled over him. They were right, in a way he could not fully grasp. Memory stirred at the edges—fragments of earlier crossings, of corridors that did not obey ordinary geometry, of light that was not light. Yet the fear remained. On this occasion he would not step forward.
He held his ground in the depth of space, the cigar craft still humming behind him, the star‑shaped one waiting ahead. The vibration in his body never stopped. It was as if the void itself accepted his refusal.
Then the black folded.
Ashra opened his eyes in his apartment. Morning light—or the pale imitation of it that reached the windows—lay across the ceiling. His body felt ordinary again, heavy with gravity and the small demands of a human day. Yet fragments remained.
He remembered the cold look of the cigar‑shaped craft and the way its vibration had filled him. He remembered the star‑shaped vessel hanging at that precise angle in the dark. He remembered the presence of the two beings and the simple force of his own refusal.
Much of the rest was gone.
He sensed that the missing pieces had been removed on purpose. Experiences that would have fractured the thin surface of everyday living had been set aside, locked beyond easy reach. Trying to force them back felt unwise. Some things did not translate cleanly into human thought. Some things, if fully recalled, might not have been pleasant to carry.
Ashra sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, listening to the ordinary sounds of the building around him. Somewhere far beyond the walls and the sky, two craft still hung in the true dark—one familiar, one waiting—and the low humming continued without him.
He was an experienced traveler. He knew there would be other nights, other crossings. But for now he had chosen the apartment, the bed, the fragile continuity of this life. And that, for the moment, was enough.
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